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name: Camille Bernadette S. Alina
nick: Nadine/Dindin
birthday: February 2, 1988

small things you need to know about me:
Im a student of fine arts major in advertising at the University of sto.Tomas.
im simple.
im corny.
im hopeless romantic.
im kikay.
im a kid at heart.
im a homebuddy person.
im sensitive.
I love singing in a choir.
i used to love acting.
im a hot tempered person but im trying so hard to control it.
Right now I am so in love with DIRK NOWITZKI.
i love JOHNNY DEPP.
i love spending time with my self.
i love to eat.
im a sweet tooth.
i have lots of crushes but im not boy crazy like its the only thing on my mind.
i love making conversations about many things in life, small or big or whatever, as long as it does not involve back-stubbing others.
im not plastic.
there's just so many things...just read my posts..


My Friends
my old blog
mariae
mariae's blogspot
kathy
mrs. boxers 1st
claire
abel
daphne(ate ko)
belette
tricia
ira
chiqui
penny
mikko
kathy's multiply
manong
kat m.



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Friday, May 27, 2005
I really had a great realization today that made a sudden change in my “what I thought was right” principles. I don’t know how to start but from now on, I wont trust anyone anymore coz I don’t want to get hurt again. Its really hard when you think of the things you did before and you thought that these things you did were right but suddenly someone had made you realize it was all wrong and now it frustrates you because everything is too late, the damage is done already. Actually, I never thought na may mali sa mga pinaniniwalaan ko coz alm ko learnings ko un sa buhay ko but when I come think of it masyado pla akong nging idealistic. Especially when it comes to friendship, I realize that the friend I thought supposed to be does not exist at all. I expect too much that my friends will be like in the movies I watched ung tipong they mean it when they say “I’ll be there for you” pero hindi pla ganun in reality. It does not exist at all. Even when you call someone your “best friend”, this a very idealistic term or something coz there’s no such thing. That’s why im mad at myself ryt now coz I believed too much in those stupid words. I pour all my love and trust out to that certain person but I just wasted all of it. Kya I really promised myself that from now on , I will not trust anyone anymore. Anyway, kailangan ko rin un coz in the future ganon din ang papasukin ko, corporate world. More betrayals pa and lam mo un, you cannot find real friends there. Tama si papa, I should change and learn from this experience now or else bka ikabagsak ko pa ito in the future. Masakit pero kailangan! Fighting!


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