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name: Camille Bernadette S. Alina
nick: Nadine/Dindin
birthday: February 2, 1988

small things you need to know about me:
Im a student of fine arts major in advertising at the University of sto.Tomas.
im simple.
im corny.
im hopeless romantic.
im kikay.
im a kid at heart.
im a homebuddy person.
im sensitive.
I love singing in a choir.
i used to love acting.
im a hot tempered person but im trying so hard to control it.
Right now I am so in love with DIRK NOWITZKI.
i love JOHNNY DEPP.
i love spending time with my self.
i love to eat.
im a sweet tooth.
i have lots of crushes but im not boy crazy like its the only thing on my mind.
i love making conversations about many things in life, small or big or whatever, as long as it does not involve back-stubbing others.
im not plastic.
there's just so many things...just read my posts..


My Friends
my old blog
mariae
mariae's blogspot
kathy
mrs. boxers 1st
claire
abel
daphne(ate ko)
belette
tricia
ira
chiqui
penny
mikko
kathy's multiply
manong
kat m.



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Thursday, September 22, 2005
im back! haha...finally, i got the chance to blog. sobrng sabik na sabik n ko mgpost. i just never got the chance kasi nm sobrng daming gingawa!

this week isnt really the week for me...i call this "my pariwara week" kasi namn imagine i didnt pass my plate in lettering because i wasnt able to finish it last night..tpos kanina my quiz sa filipino and guess wat...haha...ndi ako ng-aral. and take note nangopya na ko for the first time in my whole college life! and i was supposed to finish writng my maikling kwento last weekend o kung hindi man kgbi sna o kung hindi kgbi, kanina sna but guess wat? ndi ko sya ginawa nag-impromptu akong storya ng buhay ko dun buti n lang ndi kailangang basahin ung story nmin...haha... last wednesday, nmn...haha...tinulugan ko ung plate ko sa MDR tpos ung plate ko dapt pinasa nung last last wednesday pa...nkalimutan ko siya! o d ba? san ka pa! tpos ung plate ko sa plat sa anatomy, sobrng ang pangit! pati ung sa fdr ko prng gawa ng bata! argh!

ewan...ndi ko lam kung anong ngyayari sa akin...sorbrng nade2press ako. actually last week pa, ngayon lng ung mlala2ng tma sa kin! i dont know...maybe its because of the grade i got in CTEC prelims...grabe sobrng baba...nkakadisheartened pra kong nghina nung nkita ko...shiyet! tpos ito pang sa DC nka take 2 n ko ng tres sa knya...ndi ko kasi lam kung ano gusto niya e...mejo natutuwa pa nmn ako sa gawa ko pero my god, tres?! tma b un?

sigh..sobrng tinatamad na tlga ako...im losing my motivation sa lht nggingawa ko khit sa tomcat sobrng tintamad n ko...ewan, ayoko nmn bitawan ksi bka mgsisi ako and besides mrming mawa2ste kpg ginwa k un...sigh, ayoko na tlga...pti self-esteem ko apektado...naiinis ako!

and then there's pax romana...gusto ko siya kaso nga lng ung sarili ko mismo ang problema like i said nwa2lan akong motivation...tpos problema ko, inaasahan ako ni sir al and he's expecting na my classmates will help me dun sa pinagagawa niya...as if my maasahn p ako...dun nga lng sa simpleng choir ayaw nila a pano pa kya dito...well some or should i say 2 of my friends said tutulungan nila ako pro d ba...what the heck? kailngan mrami kmi...naiinis tlga ako!

grabe...i dont know...ndi ko tlaga alm sobrng nde2press at nafru2strate ako...i really need some help...and sna inspiration...ndi ko ibig sabihin lalake...the hell, ang babaw ko nmn...my classmate thought it was pero nmn d b... wat i min by inspiration is something deep ..ewan, hirap explain...

tpos....sigh, hopeless n tlga ako...wala na tlga akong pag-asa...mybe i should just forget all about it...wla nmn n kong mgagawa kung ganon tlga...

ay ewan! kulang lng cguro ako sa tulog kya akong kakaganito...aja! aja! na lng cguro


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ok, standby muna kyo jan...kain muna ko. ayoko mun sana kumain pra mkapagblog kaso nagugutom ako! ang takaw n nmn ulit! hehe...anyway, balik ako promise! haha


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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
The Closer I Get to You
M.Y.M.P

The closer i get to you
The more you make me see
By giving me all you've got
Your love has captured me
Over and over again
I try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel

Lying here in your arms
Time just seems to fly
Needing you more and more
Let's give love a try
Sweeter than sweeter love grows
And heaven's there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With hearts in love will find
True love
In a special way

The closer i get to you
The more you make me see
By giving me what you've got
Your love has captured me
Over and over again
I try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while insideI knew this was real (got to be real)
The way you make me feel (you know)

My baby, my baby, my baby, my love
Come a little closer so we can see into the eyes of love
Just a little a closer let me speak to you I wanna tell you something
Here i am-- i just want you to come closer
Come a little closer let me whisper in your ear‘cause i wanna tell you something
Move a little a little closer we can say for real
The way we feel about each other’s lovin’…

ang hopeless...;}


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Saturday, September 10, 2005
my horoscope for the day:

Feeling a little down at the mouth when it comes to love? Well, not to worry, because things are about to change. However, if you want to take advantage of these great new opportunities in the realm of romance, it's time to toss out all the junk that's been cluttering your heart and brain. In other words, stop obsessing about the past. Everything that happened was meant to bring you to this moment, with your open and giving heart intact.


ngek, what does this mean?
yeah...im feeling a litle down right now pero its about my friends...ngkakaron kasi akong flashback of what happened before...well, its sort of my fault na bumalik sa alaala ko un...kinuwento ko kasi kay cheska...bwisit, ang hirap, naiiyak pa rin ako pg-iniisip ko...un pa nmn ung story ko sa filipino namin...il change it n lng...

maybe this is the reason why kya my doubts ako sa mga friends ko ngayon...how many months have passed, i still dont feel that secure with them. im not saying im not happy with them its just that this feeling of doubt inside me is really bothering me...i really cant help it...i promised before kasi na i wont trust anyone anymore and i wont give out much love and care to the poeple i will meet ksi bka masaktan lng ako at the end... i have this thoughts kasi na these new friends i met were not the ones who will really stay with you kapag everytime na down ka...kung baga ung relationship na maeestablish ko with them ay mababaw lng. lam niyo un kapg masaya lng sila anjan ...i dont want to be judgemental u know, its just that im scared na maiwanan sa ere at wla akong maasahan kapg sobrng problemado ako or sobrng kailangan ko ng tulong...nahihya pa nmn ako mgask ng favor from them...sigh...

this is really sad to think about...nagiging pessimistic kasi ako e...my horoscope is right. maybe im just too obsessing about my past at lahat ng mga ngyayari sa kin ngayon ay kinokonekta ko dun...hirap...

i keep on telling myself..aja aja! aja aja! aja! aja!


anyway, about sa love ata horoscope ko...ngek sino nmn kaya?
wla nga akong lovelyf, kung my ngkakagusto man sa akin sobrng hanggng tingin lng tska sobrng sandali lng....ito ba ung sinasabi na "is about to change" hahaha!.. pero cge, im open to those oppurtunities na sinasabi nila pero sana kung meron man...ung totoo siya sa mga gingawa niya at ska mabait! ;) tama b un? naginterpret at naniwla sa horoscope! hehe


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argh!!!!!!!!! hate ko tlga volleyball! whats the problem with me? ndi ko tlga siya makuha...kahit sabihin nilang lakasan ko i really cant do it! is it my fault kung hanggang dun lang ang powers ko?! nafru2strate na ko...i kept on telling myself na kya ko pero ngayon prng im losing hope...im going to talk to sir anselmo...ndi ko tlga alm kung pano ko papasa...written exams n lng pg-asa ko kailngan maperfect ko un! shiyet!


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Friday, September 09, 2005
grabe, dming ngyari...i never got the chance to blog...ndi kasi ako mkabili ng internet card kya thanks to mariae for this account at nkakapaginternet na ko...haha...sobrng sabik n ko mgblog!!!

i want to post pics here from phoebe's debut....grabe, sya ko nung araw n un! kya i want to share some of it here...ndi man ako makapagkwento...at least my glimpse of what happpend that time...

here are my stc friends and classmates ....grabe la pa rin ngbago...silang-sila pa rin...uber namis sko sila...haha

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haha..gaganda nmin...


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wla lng mgawa...one of our cr moments...o ano? my hahamon ba sa laki ng braso ko...haha

and here are my classmate or should i say blockmates ngayon...

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d girls...

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and d boys...

phoebe in pink?...haha...she looks pretty
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haha..grabe, ang dmi tlga ngyari kya ngayon sobrng hirap kong irecall all those things...i want to keep this blog updated kasi of all the things that happend this past few weeks ndi ako nkapg blog....

like this one for example....
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hihi..sir allan ang gwapo...ndi daw photogenic pero kung ngumiti e...grabe lakas ng loob kong iask mkipagpicture sa kanya..of course with penny...we call ourselves the basas family daw...siyempre ung father si sir and ung wife? sino sa min? isnt that a family should have a father, daughter/son, and a mother pero ito prng the father and his wife and his mistress?!
hehe...

itong si sir al, abuso sa kin purkit alm niyang crush ko siya, inaabuso niya ang aking pagmamahal. he keeps on asking me about sa pagiinform dun sa aming munting choir kapg my mass kmi buti sana kung ang dadali iask ung mga classmates kong mgchoir...e ayoko p nmn namimilit ng taong ayaw kaso i have to do it kasi inasahan ako...tpos meron pa siya pingagawa sa kin, ung about dun sa pax romana thing nmn...e prng wla nmn sa mga classmates kong interested...im interested sana kaso mag-isa lang ako ata...pero d b? kung ayaw ng mga classmates ko...bat ko pa sila aasahan if i can do it on my own...

tpos...grabe, ngkagalit kmi ng isa kong friend about something very shallow...oh well, its just a simple misundertsanding...bati n kmi ngayon...kya ndi n ko masyado iku2wento un.

and volleyball, i super hate it...ndi tlga ako natuto....i dont know whats wrong with my wrist at ndi niya kya tumira ng mlakas buti n lng mbait si sir anselmo at binigyan ako ng 2nd chance...
dmi na ngatuturo sa kin...classmates ko tiyagang mgturo nila sa akin...kaya i hope matuto na ko at khit papano masuklian ko nmn sila....

tpos ang tomcat, finally my pinagagawa na s kin..akla ko nga out na ko dun kasi i wasnt able to pass my time card because i lost my binder...i just told them na nanakawan ako at naniwala nmn sila...haha..but my problem is prng tintamad n ko...im losing my motivation but i cant quit ng ganun-gnaon n lng...todo sumbat ang mkukuha ko

but ngayon prnng i want to get myself involve in alot of extra curricular activities kahit alm kong dming gngawa sa school, gusto ko nmn palakahin circle of friends ko...haha...kya i will really give pax romana a try...sigh, aja aja!


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