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name: Camille Bernadette S. Alina
nick: Nadine/Dindin
birthday: February 2, 1988

small things you need to know about me:
Im a student of fine arts major in advertising at the University of sto.Tomas.
im simple.
im corny.
im hopeless romantic.
im kikay.
im a kid at heart.
im a homebuddy person.
im sensitive.
I love singing in a choir.
i used to love acting.
im a hot tempered person but im trying so hard to control it.
Right now I am so in love with DIRK NOWITZKI.
i love JOHNNY DEPP.
i love spending time with my self.
i love to eat.
im a sweet tooth.
i have lots of crushes but im not boy crazy like its the only thing on my mind.
i love making conversations about many things in life, small or big or whatever, as long as it does not involve back-stubbing others.
im not plastic.
there's just so many things...just read my posts..


My Friends
my old blog
mariae
mariae's blogspot
kathy
mrs. boxers 1st
claire
abel
daphne(ate ko)
belette
tricia
ira
chiqui
penny
mikko
kathy's multiply
manong
kat m.



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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
im so frustrated right now...argh...di ko na tlga kaya... ang bigat ng feeling...gustong kong tumawa kaso feeling ko wla akong karapatan....

ang hirap ng ctec! im so sure bagsak na ko! iilan lng npasa kong plates lahat mababa...grabe, sobrng tglid n ko...kung hindi pa dahil sa prelims ko hindi ko, tlgang wla na ako...im just hoping for a miracle...miracle na sana mkakuha mn lng ako ng 77 and above grade...at least khit tres masaya n ko basta huwag lng akong bumgsak...

sobrng nka2hiya....nka2hiya sa magulang ko, kay daddy, sa mga kamag-anak ko lalong lalo na sa side ni mama, sa mga classmates ko sa stc, stc pipol na nasa beato, sa mga classmates ko ngayon...sobrng nkakahiya tlga...hindi ako pwede mg malaki...

i dont know what to do...she is so hard to please...ung iba siguro nada2lian pro sa kin hindi...nihihrapan ako sa knya...tpos nevr siya ng pauwi ng plate sa min...gusto niya pagkatpos lgi ng period nmn ipasa un...and of course u know me, hindi ako pwede sa mdaliang gawa...kasi kung mamadaliin ako, hindi tlga ako mkakgawa ng maayos....ang hirap...tpos my mkita lng siyang hindi magnda sa plate mo,bagsak k n...

gusto kong umiyak kaso alm ko wla rin mgagawa 2...nkakafrustrate tlaga....iniisip ko n lng, na training sa kin to kasi in the future, wla akong mkikitang client na bibigyan k ng 2nd chance...pero alm mo yun...ung thought na mgi2ng irreg ka tpos ung mga taong umaasa syo...un ung nkkafrustrate...nhihiya tlga ako...no matter how many times sabihin ko sa ssarili ko na mybe this experience is about to teach me something, prng wla p ring epekto kasi nga bumabalik sa isip ko ung mga taong umaasa sa kin...ang hrap tlga...

marami sa mga classmates ko ang may doubts sa grades nila...but i dont care...i dont want to be one of them...ang pkialm ko lng ay ung grade ko...kinakabhn na tlaga ako...hindi ako pwede mkapg-isip ng ibng bagay...

maybe im pressuring myself too much...pero kung babagsak tlga ako, i should just face whatever the consequence is...i just hope im strong and confident enough to face it...god help me...


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